Title: Whispered Winds
Author: Unwanted Artist
Fandom: Guiding Light or Venice, depends what mood you're in.
Rating: PG
Summary: A poem.

A/N: This came to me earlier on in the year, never quite got round to posting it, but thought I'd do it now instead.

Be still my breaking heart
I just can’t take it anymore

I need your loving touch
just like that morning rush
I want to breathe you in
Just to watch your smile begin

But those words I can never say
are the only ones you crave
so I’m watching as you walk away
just wishing for another day

Because behind those beautiful eyes
I know all that truly lies,
And I finally understand your pain
as I push yet again

But those words I can never say
are the only ones you crave
so I’m watching as you walk away
just wishing for another day

So my screams carry me through
Because I feel I’m truly loosing you
Behind words I can never say
Is all that pushes you further away

So I finally say those crafted words
I’ll never stop loving you
you’re all that gets me through
so never leave again

Because now the words I could never say
are what make you stay another day
Whispered on that elusive wind
where you and I begin

Maybe she was right?

Maybe if I wasn't who I am?

But would you even know me then?

Questions echo around my mind

And now I'm seemingly blind

Cold and forgotten in the past

Trapped behind shattered glass

If you see me stumble let me fall

Because then maybe you'll see it all

The scarred being I've come to be

Drowning in the reality that is me

My words are all I have and I'm giving them to you, for the world to see maybe a little bit of truth.

I miss you, and in moments when I stare out of the window at grey skies overhead, I wonder what it would be like if everything didn't feel so dead. If I could give a moment just to see you smile today, it'd be the only moment I'd remember from better days.

I maybe quiet sometimes and that can worry you. But truth be told, my silence is what makes things easier, my words do no justice and sometimes they're wrong. So just take my silence and lay everything out, because eventually you'll get my answer, even when it's not what you want to hear about.

My silence is golden because it hurts.

And I know now, you where right. The free spirit, herself, has been tamed. But maybe I did that to stay. Because I can't keep running or walking away, and I can't keep loosing you, because of past mistakes.

And I hope those words where said out of anger, or maybe not, but they were definitely true.

My reflection once mirrored the madness inside.

You saved me. And I know you'll have doubts, question the statement, but please don't. I was drowning in darkness before you came back, and now I stand with shadows on my back but stood in light. And you'll never really know, but maybe one day you'll see.

I was broken from fear and doubt.

I said I'd lost my gift, left it at the door.

But it was hidden; now hidden no more.

And as I watch from a distance

I'm loosing my resistance

Coz one glance could say it all

But it's not fair to fall

So my words are my salvation

But they're also my damnation

Because it's plain for all to see

You have an effect on me

But I'm going to drift away

Coz you deserve a better day